Lost in the world when we were in love<3

Saturday, February 25, 2012

Its been so long since i updated my blog.

Kinda sad life i have , i am heartbroken , dead in the sense . How can i not be hurt when things like this happen . You know how much i fucking love you ? .... Kinda hurts you know ... i can't take it anymore ... The memories we used to have , how torturous it can be ? ... i dunno whats the hell is wrong between us , maybe feelings fade , maybe you are just playing a fool out of me , maybe you are in love with a malay guy , since malay guys are handsome , ARG..... maybe its my fault to begin with. I AM SORRY .... please come to me . I dunnoo.... Even if you want to leave me , at least tell me a reason , a reason that is has a purpose , that can stop me from all this .... I need a reason at least , Don't ever tell me its studies , i dun mind don't text with you the whole day , but just sending you morning and nights msges telling you goodnight , telling you morning and with a iloveyou<3 That friday we were supposed to meet , yet you say dun want , and say dun meet ler . Can't you at least take my gift , you know you like this do makes things even worse , its like you dun even give a fucking damn about me sia... Its not about the money or what ever shit . Its my sincerity being crash . I know you wont see this , i dunno why am i posting all this.... Iloveyou yes i really do , you don't kinda believe in me anymore. I talk to other girls after this happen , you know why? i just want to do out of my jealousy , i just want to see weather you will still care and tweet saying something like i am jealous, at least then i know i still care . you know how much i love you ... i Really want to commit suicide you know. its painful do you even know or you even care ????? This is really so ... like nonsense . Things are not supposed to be meant this way ..... Suan ler... i know i love you , and i know you don't . If you really give me everything back to me . I think i will get fucking upset or angry . i will just be silence throw all the gifts away . You at tweeter always say you you you , You referring to who ? Other guys ? me ? or girls ? You know me , i am good at thinking lot . You can't blame me for saying such things , is you who made me thin ALL OF THIS. i am tired .... my heart is failing . iloveyou <3

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